A Champion’s Legacy

“I will open up the windows of heaven for you and pour out a blessing so great you won’t have room enough to take it in!” (Malachi 3:10)

 

“You have the legacy and heritage of a champion. You have a just need to believe for and expect the great things that God has in store for you. You have to expect God’s favor, abundance, and blessing in every area of your life, because He wants to give you victory in each and every situation and circumstance. You probably have many things in your past that you are thankful for, but even greater things are in the near future for you! The Bible says you won’t even have enough room to hold everything that God wants to pour out on you. It is impossible to out-give God, and you should be thankful for that, because He continues to give you His victorious legacy.” – Joel Osteen

 

What an empowering way to wake up every morning and realize we have an AMAZING, POWERFUL and LOVING God. We are Champions in Him and victorious through His promises, “for He will crush Satan under OUR feet!”

She was Love

As you go through life there are many things that mold your character.  You would think character is mostly shaped in your childhood, as you learn right from wrong or the value of honesty.  But, in reality, your values and character are defined by the circumstances that push you to grow.  Through this, you realize traits you weren’t willing to sacrifice and hopefully grasp hold of a person who chases the image of Christ.

The last few weeks have been rather hard for me.  We’ve had a lot going on at work and my plate got really full, really quick.  I’ve noticed when working for a church, God tends to move in a form that creates an instant reality.  Maybe it’s because you have a mix of people that are right in line with the Spirit and pushing those who are struggling to become more.  Or maybe it’s because you’re trained to recognize the whispers from Christ pulling you back in line.  For me, the latter was the case.  

I’ve never been a prideful person, but the ugliest part of me crept up in the last few weeks.  The funny thing is I thought my reactions were completely justifiable.  It seems sometimes we make a claim that outside circumstances have created our state of being, but we hold no responsibility for our attitude playing any part.  What we don’t grasp hold of is that even if “outside circumstances” could validate our reaction in a “normal” situation, we’re followers of Christ and normal doesn’t apply to us.

So as I walked through this sudden awakening, I felt quite foolish.  I watched this pride consume my entire attitude and pretty soon I became Negative Nancy.  Luckily, God saves His children from their frailty.  He offers grace and new beginnings.  Through this process, however, it prompted several questions…

First of all, what would the world be like if love and humility poured out in every circumstance, despite the setbacks created? What if we viewed these setbacks as setUPS for a pouring out of blessings from God?  What if we lived our life in such a way that when we left this earth they would call us love?  LOVE…the very thing that Christ IS and asked us to be.

Imagine…Amy Kirkpatrick…she was love.  Wouldn’t that be such an honor?

A Little Bit of Encouragement

Wow, it’s 2009!  Can you believe it?  Even though it’s just January, I feel as though 2009 has been crazier than ever.  With the rush of all the extra events that take up our every free moment, or the questions/call from year-end statements, or even just the stress of a normal day; 2009 has already become many moments of pressure, frustration, but most of all God moving in big ways.  I recently had 2 amazing friends send me some great words of wisdom and encouragement that I want to share with you.  In moments of chaos it’s always nice to have something to help realign our thoughts to God.

 

This first one is simply about TAKING A BREATH

Whenever life interrupts your plans- whether it’s an unexpected caller, a long line a the grocery store, icy weather, or school closings on the day you hoped to finish a project or focus on something else- make a practice of saying this prayer: “Lord, my times are in your hands. Don’t let me be ruled by my schedule. Keep me flexible enough to hear Your voice whispering through my life’s interruptions.”

 

This second one is a prayer that most everyone has heard, the Prayer of Saint Francis.  When I received this, my friend had inserted my name at every point the prayer had the words “me” or “I.”  It was the most encouraging thing to read, so I encourage you to read this prayer often and to also insert your name wherever you see “me” or “I.” 

 

Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.

 

Have a beautiful week of Peace!!

Impressions

As most of you know, my Great-Grandmother passed away last Wednesday.  I sat by her side and held her hand as she took her last breath.  As she passed, I told her how much we all loved her and touched her face so that she felt me there.  Moments like these are always hard to get through, but in retrospect I am so grateful that God chose me to be the last voice she heard and the last kiss she felt.  Even more than that, I am grateful for the peace in knowing that she was going to be with the Lord.  It’s peace like this that allows me to focus on the blessings her life brought.  Even in the memories, I find much love, grace, and strength.  She was a woman who feared the Lord and she raised a family who was blessed by her love.  This sweet poem was read on her behalf at the funeral service and I wanted to share it with all of you.  It’s a good reminder of how our actions truly leave an impression on the people we pass in life.  The little things really do matter and I only pray that I can leave such a loving impression as my great-grandma, for she truly understood the idea of God’s love.  Have a beautiful week, my friends!

 

When You Thought I Wasn’t Looking

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I saw you hang my first picture on the refrigerator,
and I wanted to paint another one.

When you thought I wasn’t looking, 
I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought
it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I saw you make my favorite cake for me,
and I knew that little things are special things.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I heard you say a prayer, 
and I believed there was a God that I
could always talk to.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I felt you kiss me good night,
and I felt loved.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I saw tears come from your eyes and I learned
that sometimes things hurt,
but it’s all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I saw that you cared and I wanted to be
everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn’t looking,
I looked….and now I want to say thanks
for all the things I saw,
when you thought I wasn’t looking.

Finding Lemonade

We’ve all heard the saying “if life gives you lemons, make lemonade.”  That’s not always an easy task, especially when the lemons turn out to be more like large melons, which aren’t typically a good ingredient for lemonade.

I’ve heard many stories lately of struggles, deaths, sickness, divorce and financial problems.  Satan is attacking and attacking hard, especially at the heart of God, His children.  So, this week, I wanted to send out a quick reminder of God’s Promise:

John 16:33

“These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace.  In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world.”

Never forget that He has overcome the world.  So, whether life gives us lemons or even melons, we can trust that God can make us lemonade.  And at the end of the day, it’ll be a great story.

Have a beautiful week!

It’s Just Better

As I have sat through the series “You Don’t Have What it Takes” at Lifechurch.tv, I have gone through a whirlwind of emotions.  I’m slowly realizing the amount of effort I place in trying to be something to someone, to carry the load, to fix everything, to control my destiny, to control my finances and even anticipate the outcome of the economy.  I may not control these things in whole or any significant part; but in some way, I attempt to control each and every one of these things.  It is a seemingly valiant effort, which has become very tiring and, honestly, an effort at which I constantly fail.  I have come to the very eye-opening realization that I do not have what it takes.  But, in this moment, I have found this statement is a beautiful truth to grasp hold of.  

As I was reading this morning, I found that the very center of the Bible, the very center, is considered to be Psalm 118:8, which says “It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man.”  Just when I thought I had a grasp on the idea of God’s perfection, I laughed and again realized what little I do in fact know.  This seems like such a simple statement, as so many of us would jump at the idea of an eternal refuge, something or someone that will save us from the idea of pain, loss, struggle and temptation.  Yet, why is it so difficult to live in the protection of the Lord, His Safe Haven, to trust in only him, to live by faith?  It seems so easy to trust in our own abilities, that we see fail so often; or to trust in our government leaders that make their best attempts, yet come no closer to offer any shelter from the affliction we all face.  But, trusting in this guaranteed sanctuary is still such a stretching concept that it takes our every anxious heart to consider making the first step and in the end we still pass it off as just a notion.

Psalm 118:1-15 (The Message Version) says:

1 Thank God because he’s good, because his love never quits. 2 Tell the world, Israel, “His love never quits.” 3 And you, clan of Aaron, tell the world, “His love never quits.” 4 And you who fear God, join in, “His love never quits.” 5 Pushed to the wall, I called to God; from the wide open spaces, he answered. 6 God’s now at my side and I’m not afraid; who would dare lay a hand on me? 7 God’s my strong champion; I flick off my enemies like flies. 8 Far better to take refuge in God than trust in people; 9 Far better to take refuge in God than trust in celebrities. 10 Hemmed in by barbarians, in God’s name I rubbed their faces in the dirt; 11 Hemmed in and with no way out, in God’s name I rubbed their faces in the dirt; 12 Like swarming bees, like wild prairie fire, they hemmed me in; in God’s name I rubbed their faces in the dirt. 13 I was right on the cliff-edge, ready to fall, when God grabbed and held me. 14 God’s my strength, he’s also my song, and now he’s my salvation. 15 Hear the shouts, hear the triumph songs in the camp of the saved? “The hand of God has turned the tide!
 

The simple truth 

It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man’s opinions.  It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in your own abilities.  It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in governments or leaders.  It is better to take refuge in the Lord…period.  All these things are good.  It is just BETTER to take refuge in the Lord.

Praise God for struggles

Man, it’s been a crazy week.  Satan has been right at my heels all week and today was the domino effect of it all.  As I was sinking in all of my frustration, God prompted me to meet up with a friend.  It was a coffee date randomly planned earlier in the week, but God knew the day I was going to have.  His complete perfection gave me exactly what I needed, as always.  My friend and I sat in God’s presence and read the Bible.  I chose Galatians, but really, God chose that for me.  As I was closing up the chapter, this is what I read, “From now on let no one cause trouble for me, for I bear on my body the brand-marks of Jesus.  The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit.”  Could that be any more perfect?  Well…

 

As I came back to work to finish the day, God had more planned.  I came across another friend in my very situation.  I was able to fully share with them what God had just laid on my heart.  That amazing moment that gave me such peace. So, not only did it change my outlook and my heart, but I got to share it with someone else.  It was amazing!  Man, if only we could always realize our purpose at all times, even within the struggle.  Imagine what God could do, how the world would change.  For now, I will praise God for his moments, because they change my life.  I’m refreshed, alive and loving God for blessing me with His Spirit!  What a day!

Something Around the Corner

It’s a rare moment when I am unable to articulate my emotions, but today is this moment, right now is this moment, this week is this moment.  I spent last night in a very weird state, an uncomfortable state.  The last three weeks have been wrapped in this love from Christ that was very surreal, so much that I feared losing it. 

 

And now?  I’ve lost it, which is why I’m in this state.  I felt as though Monday was the beginning, where no matter what happened I was frustrated.  You could’ve breathed by me and I would’ve told you that you breathed the wrong way.  A friend literally tried to make me laugh and I caught myself wanting to just tell him that I don’t want to laugh, I want to sit and soak up my frustration – so I can figure out how to get back to last week.  Who am I?  Seriously, who is this? 

 

So last night, it came over me again as I watched one of my dearest friends crying in frustration.  This was the 5^th person in my life in the past week that has been crying out for some sort of answer, relief, some sort of something.  I left dinner and on the way home my heart broke.  I heard God tell me to be very prayerful.  I heard God warn me of the spiritual warfare.  I heard God ask me to just cling to Him.  I prayed, and there I was, yet again, crying from this passion stirring in my soul.  What is God doing in me?  What is God showing me? 

 

All I know is that something big has to be around the corner.

In His Arms

Do you ever have those times where you’re just so in love with God and so close to Him that you almost fear losing the moment?

 

All week I have been feeling a stirring inside of me, the kind of stirring where you know God’s at work in your life.  You know He’s doing something great and your every moment throughout the day just feels alive, like He’s physically there by your side.  You’re filled with this passion for Christ and for what’s about to come. 

 

I had the same feeling right before I began working for LifeChurch.tv.  I would literally sit in my old office and ache with passion to be a part of His ministry.  And being the huge feeler I am, I would cry at the sound of LifeChurch.tv or any time someone asked me to detail their mission and vision. 

 

So where is God taking me now?  What is this burning inside of me?

 

For those of you who don’t know, I recently bought a house.  Man, let me just tell you that making that big of a financial decision was a little stressful.  The weird thing is that I haven’t been overwhelmed by the situation at all.  I’ve been rather comforted and honestly consumed by this new passion.  It feels as though I am bound to the very presence of God.  As though there’s a pathway that bypasses every distraction and forms this natural connection between me and Him.  And with that there’s a peace that covers every thought and consumes any heartache.  I’ve woken up every morning loving God.  I still feel the worry somewhere down in my soul, but it’s been overtaken by God’s love, promise and joy. 

 

It’s such a rare closeness that my every thought, every joy, every desire/heartache/love…my every moment has been spent in His arms.  Life has been so great that part of me starts to fear losing this closeness.  As I feel all of this passion and love, I can also feel Satan attacking the moment and creating doubt or causing distrust in the burning fire that God just gave me. 

 

So, here’s my question.  As I’ve so easily loved the Holy Spirit touching my soul, how is it that I can so easily question it?  How do we overcome our human frailty and sing God’s praises knowing that what fills our heart is truth?  When will I fully trust that when he wraps His arms around me, I can forever rest in that, His unconditional love?

Faith that Guarantees

A good friend told me the other night, “If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans.”  I can’t seem to get this quote out of my head.  As I look back on the last year, it’s rather ironic to see the things I begged God for, as I sit here, a year later, quite frankly a little relieved He didn’t give them to me. 

 

Have you ever had that realization? 

 

It’s a very enlightening moment full of complete trust and faith in Him.  Faith that guarantees His perspective is all encompassing and His hopes for your life are so much more fulfilling than your own.  Rather soothing isn’t it?